i want to move past being acquaintances

Dear My Style,

Many years now we've played the game, tip toeing around the situation. Both knowing that we need to work together and be together. I thought I've been helping to define you, but you're just stubborn and can't make up your mind as to what you want to be. Maybe I'm not being a good sugar daddy by not spoiling you with all the latest and trendiest fashions. I'm working on that, my new plan is once a month buy you something nice. I'll work every part of the body, first will be shoes, then another pair of pants.

This is my strategy since my love for you has changed over the years. I plan on taking out ALL the clothes I don't see myself wearing from the closet. Whatever my mom doesn't take for my dad I'll sell at a used close store. Oh snap, I can use that money to buy something! Not porn, but clothes, I don't even buy porn so why did I say that? My Style I wish you were more like My Porn though, free to download and in wide variety. Imagine if I could just download my clothes without paying for it. Oh how awesome you'd be. I digress. My Style what do you want to become? Do you change with the seasons or change depending on who I am at the time? Possibly both, the question is what are you right now?

You seem to have a comfortable, everyday wear, casual thing going. With a tshirt/polo/buttoned-up shirt, jeans and skate shoes. I’m more or less telling you now who you are so just deal with it, since you are My Style. Now dressing up has always been fun, shit, I’m going to work tomorrow in a tuxedo. You’re making your presence felt that day when I look dapper in my tuxedo.

Now what about that? My Style being dapper. I feel we can pull that off and possibly already do with the limited clothes that we are keeping. But soon my closet will have more room for new friends, I’ve never considered accessories. The only accessories I’d buy are sunglasses, WATCHES, and cologne. The watch has always been something I love to wear, I love to read time, and I’ve always wanted to own nice, sophisticated watch. I read last week in the Times Magazine that my gay crush and hero, John Mayer, is an avid watch collector and wearer. He told the reporter, ‘‘I can pack a little roll of watches and wake up in the morning in Milwaukee and look at the watches and go, ‘Who do I want to be today through this one piece?’ It dictates a little bit of the mood.’’

That’s who you should be with My Style, you should get together with My Mood and decide on a day to day basis who/what you are going to be that day. In the future when I get rich, you, My Mood and My Many Many Snazzy Watches can work together to decide that. Till that time comes just be sharp for right now, ever growing. Just remember inspiration comes from the people you interact with and who’s style you jock.

-Me